So this week...
I have been having THE FEEL SORRY FOR MYSELF BLUES
But bad...
My BODY IS RUN DOWN...
BUT normally my MIND makes up...
This week my mind packed its suticase and left the PLANET...
I have been moody...very unpleasant in fact...
and you guess it...a mommy fail..no sunny self at home..sheer misery actually...
SO I think IM EXHAUSTED...
Full time - high pressured sales job will do that combined with mommyhood...will do that.
I NEED a check up because I cant do this mommy fail thing...
MY KIDS NEED SUNNY THEY NEED LOVING and at the moment I feel empty...like I have nothing to give...
NEED to get out this funk..
NO this is NOT A NICE POST...but its reality...Im only human as they say...
Whats tough is admitting what a rotten one Ive been this week...
ACTION PLAN - HORMONE CHECK UP ASAP!!!!
MORE EXERCISE TIME (have started spinning a month ago)
AND SOME SCHEDULED DOWN TIME...
Im hoping for some tonight...
why post this...because A LOT OF MOMS FEEL THIS WAY...
Trying to normalise stuff for my other friends and family....
Mommy fails happen
But when we get back up and start again...is what matters...
Plan to make it up to the kiddies soon
The HOW?
Quality time with a happy mommy
It's no secret that I fell off the horse big time from about July to January. The added pressure that parenting a family where there are special needs can be exhausting. Be kind to yourself for the next couple of weeks, Mons. I found that putting aside small 'treats' for myself here and there gave me something to look forward to. Even if it was just eating a slab of chocolate by myself in the bath tub. x
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